WTF IS THIS?!?!?
This year I became the lovely, transitional age of 24. May I share that life has been rough as fuck! (excuse me for not posting in sooooo long)
A couple years ago, I was convinced that I had myself and life figured out. It wasn’t that I felt I had all the answers; No not at all. I just figured I had my footing and I wouldn’t be stumbling a whole not. The saying, “In life when you reach a new level, you meet a new devil,” is the realest way to put what has happened to me. Becoming an adult has to be one of the most difficult things to do and I understand now that most never actually achieve this. I’ve experienced problems in almost every area of my life and it seems that they domino off of each other. I feel completely lost and that is far from where i was standing only a couple years ago. It’s like I turned around and could not recognize myself, others, or my life.
To make my transition smoother, the first thing that needs to be done is rebuilding self. How can one address life situations clear and prepared without being balanced internally? Honestly, it’s just NOT possible. I’ve shied away from meditating and reading (which is a form of meditation) and that has really gotten me off center. I don’t spend enough time reflecting and getting closer to myself which in turn has disrupted my relationship with God. NOTHING should come in between that! Problem recognized to be fixed ASAP. Watching what I consume is very important as well. Staying healthy mind, body, and soul is important for one to remain strong and assured.
As far as life situations, controlling one’s surroundings, including people and places, plays a huge role. Though one does not always foresee on coming circumstance, you can limit the level of unwanted interaction if you stay away from people and places which auras do not agree with where and what you want in your life. It’s truly that simple. Change will be blatant and apparent once these actions are taken.
With that being said, I will reiterate ,
“In life when you reach a new level, you meet a new devil.”
Life is going to continue to through us curve balls, BUT if we know self and keep self up the transition will be way more easy. Yes we will become uncomfortable at times, but change is UNCOMFORTABLE.
Keep putting out the vibes you wish to receive. Be mindful of your surroundings (PEOPLE AND PLACES!!!!) Pay attention to and choose your WORDS carefully because they have POWER. Love yourself the way you deserve to be loved; loving others will be more effective, and you will attract the love you long to find.
This a message to those who are having difficulties ADULTING like I am (as well as reminder to myself.) Don’t be so hard on yourself. Take everything a step and day at a time. Do not limit yourself. Do let anyone steal your light. Go forth, have joy, and be prosperous!!!! Peace is returning to my strong mind, beautiful body, and fragile soul. Namaste.